Nameless Guy, More Drama

Hey Guys! I know it's been about 3 weeks since I wrote a post about Nameless Guy. Since then I have gone through many different emotions; I felt guilty, I hated him, I regretted that night etc. Yet, at the same time, i fancied him.

I met him a few times since which, at the beginning, made me feel really awkward. However, those initial feelings passed fairly quickly. We went back to being friends (without benefits). Our arrangement of course didn't help me. In fact, it made me fancy him even more. It was so frustrating!

With time, all those crazy feelings passed....
 until last night.....

Last night was when I learned him and his girlfriend had a huge fight. I have minimum details about what went down, all i know was that it all occurred last week and they broke up. There you go, more drama in my life. What did they fight about? Its killing me. I have to know, was it because of me? Did she find out? It's so hard to know if all came out about that fateful night. I hope it didn't. Nobody knew about what happened (well not that i knew of anyway). There was just the one person who had suspicions about it; my ex. Yes, things always seem to work out in the worst way possible for me. I am so unlucky.

Anyway, now I am so confused. What should I do? I dont want to get a reputation as the one who he cheated on her with.

 Oh, another weird thing about the whole situation; me and his girlfriend (well I suppose I should call her his ex now) share the same birthday.

Caught up in the Excitement

Hey Guys!

As you already know, we were in London for a couple of days. We had a blast. Anyway, the two of us decided to paint our nails for the occasion. Here are just a few of the pics :)

A Few Days in the Big City

Hey guys! We're just back from London and it was amazing. I love that city. I love the hustle and bustle of the streets, the excitement in the underground. The city is so busy, it feels so alive! Of course, we had to visit all the tourist attractions - Madame Tussaud, Big Ben, The London Eye, The Tower of London, Buckingham Palace, Camden Market. Here are a few of the photos that we took on our journey!

Summer Fun

Since I have finished school for good (sorry but I feel like rubbing it in!) I have been on a complete high. For the past few summers I have always promised to have an absolutely mental summer. However, it never lives up to expectations. This year, on the other hand, I have got off to a great start. Maybe, its because I’m going to college next year or the fact that I’m turning 18 that has really motivated me to go out at least twice every weekend. The fact that I have money from a summer job could also contribute to my more active social life.

Anyway, to celebrate my good mood, I have decided to make a few playlists for my Ipod.

 Here’s playlist 1. It’s full of brilliantly cringe-worthy, fun, uplifting and girly songs.
 Girls Just Wanna Have Fun – Cyndi Lauper
 Hot and Cold – Katy Perry
 Holloback girl – Gwen Stefani
 From Paris to Berlin - Infernal
 Boom Boom Boom – The Venga Boys
 Amarillo – Tony Christy
 5000miles – The Proclaimers
 we like to party – The Venga Boys
 Hey Mickey! – Toni Basil
 We go together – Grease
 Footloose – Kenny Loggins
 Build Me Up Buttercup – The Foundations
 Honey Honey – ABBA
 Voulez vous - ABBA
 Barbie Girl - Aqua
 The Macarena – Los Del Rio
 Man I feel like a woman – Shania Twain
 Wake Me Up Before You Go Go - Wham
 Wannabe – Spice Girls
 Everytime We Touch - Cascada
 The Ketchup Song - Asereje
 Were Going to Ibiza – The Venga Boys
 Cotton-Eyed Joe – Rednex
 Don’t Stop Movin’ – S Club 7
 She’s a Maniac – Flashdance
 I Need a Hero – Bonnie Tyler


I am happy to reassure you that Playlist 2 is far less embarrassing and does not contain any of my guilty pleasures!
 5 Years Time – Noah and the Whale
 Times Like These – Foo Fighters
 Kids – MGMT
 Nanana – My Chemical Romance
 Kiss Me – Sixpence None the Richer
 Smells like Teen Spirit – Nirvana
 Song 2 – Blur
 Teenage Dream – Katy Perry
 Teenagers – My Chemical Romance
 San Diego Song – The Coronas
 Welcome Home – Radical Face
 Wheels – Foo Fighters
 1983 – Neon Trees
 Wake Up – Arcade Fire
 Little Lion Man – Mumford and Sons
 Save the World – Swedish House Mafia
 Penny Lane – The Beatles
 Something Good Can Work – Two Door Cinema Club
 Here Comes the Sun – The Beatles
 Addicted to Progress – The Coronas

Nameless Guy Encounter part 2

After almost being caught I went downstairs. As I sat at the breakfast table half asleep eating dry cheerios, I tried to ‘play it cool’. He got off easy if you ask me; lying in bed pretending to go to sleep, I could have done with that part! Anyway there I was. I instantly joined into conversation, the others were just blabbering on about the night before; what was funny, filling one another in on all the gossip.

As the morning went on a girl’s name was mentioned. I knew her but I couldn’t think how. Who was she? Did she go to school with me? I didn’t think she did. Then it dawned on me! I knew who she was. She was nameless guy’s girlfriend, or at least his ex. They must have broken up. I was just after spending a night with him. He couldn’t have a girlfriend. He wasn’t that kind of guy. Was he?

My head was spinning with all the questions. I couldn’t tell anyone. If it got around that something happened between us, people would never look at me the same again. It happens all the time; I tried to reconcile myself. It didn’t work.
 I felt so guilty but at the same time I didn’t regret it. I know what it was like to be cheated on. I couldn’t help feeling slightly proud of myself, I mean he was seriously good looking. I couldn’t pass on the opportunity but I know I should have. I feel bad now. As soon as I found out the guilt came pouring in. It was inevitable to feel guilty.

Through using the skills I acquired by watching Sherlock Holmes, I managed to find out that they were still together (okay, so it didn’t take much skill, I just casually dropped a few questions into conversation.). he certainly had a girlfriend, that was the truth. Somebody said she was away on holiday or something, but they didn’t know when she was back. I was just a bit on the side.

I suppose in the back of my mind, I had known he wasn’t available, I didn’t like to think about that at the time though. I wanted to pretend he was available and I convinced myself he was. Why did I do that? I should have said something. I should have stopped myself.